Kabluey

I've not been having the best month but then who has, there aren't really enough hours to go around at work; there are other things that are the main occupants of my thought processes and much of them are attatched to a lack of cash. I know, I know money is a taboo subject but it's killing me. The stress is crushing, especially because I'm getting the "Pay for this and that or hit the bricks" at home and I would if I could but I really can't but nobody gives a _ _ _ _ and it's all just been festering. I was off a few days ago and I ended up having some loose cash (about $10) and thought "You know what, I've been under a lot of stress and I think I deserve to laugh". I went to Blockbusters and rented two movies 'Kabluey' and 'Bottleshock' and came home to watch them and as soon as I walked in she (my mother) started in on me about a couple of bills she wanted to me to pay. I told her that I didn't feel like talking about it just then, she proceeded to ramble on about how no one would be living in her house for free blah blah blah. I dismissed it, let it roll off my back the way I do with all of her drunken and unfortunately sometimes sober comments.

I put in Kabluey and opened my aged white cheddar popcorn and started watching, she sat in the dining area behind me and degraded me to someone on the other end of the telephone. Some random person was being told that I was a no good, lazy so and so. I am the one child (of 4) of my mother that still respects her (because it's the right thing to do) and this is what I get. Whenever her life is knee deep in bull _ _ _ _ she chews on somebody's ass and I'm usually a convenient target. Kabluey was so incredibly funny that I was blurting out tufts of laughter and then all of a sudden tears started flowing down my face. I couldn't stop the water works, I still laughed with the antics and beats of the movie but all of my supressed pain and utter sadness was falling out of my eyes. It was hours before I was able to stop crying, my entire face was swollen.

The irony of it all... my emotions erupted while watching a movie called Kabluey.