This Little Blog O' Mine...

Although no one actually reads the truths and pains that I leave here in these physically non- existant pages I find great comfort in writing them. I can come here and read and re-read some of the moments and thoughts I've passed and all without the fear of anyone knowing me better for it.

Quite often I feel like I'm some sort of new mutated strand of depersonlized insanely sane crazy, if that makes any sense to you then, welcome home. Things are sort of getting better, although the achey knees have blossamed into twitchy (all over) muscles and part of me knows that it's probably something horrible like ALS or MS or schitzophrenia- you see nothing in my life ever just happens. I'm not the sort of person that ignores anything and unfortunately while it does me a world of good it also leaves me as sort of a hypochondriac and if anybody ever bothered to look that word up they'd know that it's just a person that is concerned (frequently) about their health. We should all be hypochondriacs, lol. Nothing would ever get done, except of course the 9, 10, 12, 3 and 5 o'clock hand washings.

My sister has had her baby, a brilliant baby girl and yes she's gifted (lol, don't you hate when *ss holes refer to their babies as gifted because they're drooling equally to left and right of toothless mouths?) Any how, we (my sisters and I) are determined that she should have a great future, one that we could only have imagined? One that we did imagine or hope for? I'm not entirely sure, I just hope she enjoys this little trip on planet earth.

Ahhh, yes about work. I've been doing my best which this time around (I'm not working with complete *ssholes and idiots) seems to be working for me, I've been moved into a department and position that will not pay more but will probably lead to more hours and therefore more money. Sounds good, I've got nothing else to look forward to really. I wanted to return to school this fall but the funding fell through and well my job barely feeds me so ... we'll see.

What else, what else... oh yes am making a pretty successful attempt to eat better and move more as I am trying to dodge the heat seeking missile known as Diabetes in my family. There seemed to be so many more things that I wanted to write about but they escape me now.